:( i was reading thru my lit stuff today... i could get As last year!!! but this year has just been a stream of Cs and Ds so horrible. sobz ok i must try my best to do well for lit. ms ng had faith in me!! cannot let her down :( dono how come degen until like this also ugh.
i really wonder what life would have been like if i took h2 lit in jc. lit is so invigorating... i've tried to envision so many times what my life would be like in different careers. i know law offers challenge, as well as intellectual satisfaction. i think i could also learn to develop passion for research... it's not a too far-fetched speculation of the future.
but when i think abt what the future could be if i took up a course like design, it's a whole new level of passion. i imagine myself being entrenched in work, not just for the sake of it, but for the love of it. that miraculous equation of work = play. i've spent the last 12 years of education doing chores... isn't it abt time my life revolves around smth that i really love? when i wake up in the morning... i don't wanna look at the mirror and say 'sian'. i wanna be able to feel excited abt going to school, and doing the work that i have to!
it's ideal... but it's not impossible. of course, that being said, i'm also aware that practicality hasn't been factored in. dono la so many things to consider.
lolz i use "oh well" so often in msn (xb influence de) but i hardly say it at all in real life. so weird how msn language doesn't correspond to verbal language. in fact, i'd say that many ppl's msn character doesn't correspond to verbal character... but have to go back to muggingZ. this is exactly the feeling i don't wanna feel in the future. damn. wasting my life away on gross stuff.
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
:( i was reading thru my lit stuff today... i could get As last year!!! but this year has just been a stream of Cs and Ds so horrible. sobz ok i must try my best to do well for lit. ms ng had faith in me!! cannot let her down :( dono how come degen until like this also ugh.
i really wonder what life would have been like if i took h2 lit in jc. lit is so invigorating... i've tried to envision so many times what my life would be like in different careers. i know law offers challenge, as well as intellectual satisfaction. i think i could also learn to develop passion for research... it's not a too far-fetched speculation of the future.
but when i think abt what the future could be if i took up a course like design, it's a whole new level of passion. i imagine myself being entrenched in work, not just for the sake of it, but for the love of it. that miraculous equation of work = play. i've spent the last 12 years of education doing chores... isn't it abt time my life revolves around smth that i really love? when i wake up in the morning... i don't wanna look at the mirror and say 'sian'. i wanna be able to feel excited abt going to school, and doing the work that i have to!
it's ideal... but it's not impossible. of course, that being said, i'm also aware that practicality hasn't been factored in. dono la so many things to consider.
lolz i use "oh well" so often in msn (xb influence de) but i hardly say it at all in real life. so weird how msn language doesn't correspond to verbal language. in fact, i'd say that many ppl's msn character doesn't correspond to verbal character... but have to go back to muggingZ. this is exactly the feeling i don't wanna feel in the future. damn. wasting my life away on gross stuff.